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): im jus dam bored!!!): and cant go jogging/running with kim tmr due to some unforseen thing!): dam sad!!now hav to wait till like next wk?and its like im spending to whole time watching retard cartoons!): everyones either studying or packed.its so sad): haha.

):):):lifes boring rite now!!i wanna go out every every every day!!!!!!!and and GO OVERSEAS!!!!i really really think tt going overseas is the best thing tt can happen!!!lol!i cant seem to do anything else!:/jus don wanna read rite now.or listen to any song.its jus horrible:/nows the time i can finally read and stuff but zzz...):

i wanna watch new moon!!;D even though i think i'll be sad after.but watever!haha!i still wanna watch it!

awww man!i jus wanna get on with life!!): i wish tt i can jus forget everything or at least i dunno man.i nvr had a place in ur life after last yr.ah man.its jus dam shit!hai.life sucks at times

its been real(:12:13 AM

ate crab yest!;D hahaha.kinda rotting at home now:/ no choice due to unforseen circumstances!): lol.cant wait for fri!!;D gonna meet the girls!;Dhaha.so nice!!i jus love being with them!they can really make u happy!!;D and next thurs is cycling with angela,olivia,yong qing,yuan xi,wai kit..i think?hahaha.all thanks to angela for asking around!;D and some time next wk will be going out with ben and vit!i hope!;Dlol! still hav chen ting and rachel to go out with!and jessie!hmm..theres still elaine and tin wai tt group!mus think of a time!and still hav cat and hf!;Dlol.

andandand!guides camp!;D whoohoo!!we're gonna get to gossip and talk like crazy!;Dlol!i think i actually like new town more than ny!lol!like more fun in a way and all the different cliques and groups of ppl to go out with!hmm..i should find something to do or someone to go out with for sat,sun,mon and all those other days.but like ppl are still studying for As:/lol.nvm.kims gonna go jogging with me some day!we're gonna exercise and make ourselves fit once more!;D plus get rid of all the accumulated fats from studying and lazying around!lol.and im gonna make dad let us go overseas no matter wat!lol!going to bug him like crazy!i wanna go stay in hotel and everything!i jus love those hotel feel!super nice!lol!if m dam rich i'll bk a hotel to study lo.too bad im not a rich spoilt person.hahaha!

YAY!i really cant wait to meet the crazy but fun and sweet girls on fri!;D haha.movie time!;Dlol.

it'll take time.but time will heal it all.its sad to think of the beginning and how u used to really care.but now its over.and ya.its becos we were so close and becos u used to really care which makes it so sad...i jus noe tt u won read any of this.but it doesnt matter anymore.wats meant to be will happen no matter wat

its been real(:4:28 PM

rite now im jus dam scared IT won come):):): i really jus wish it would.
not gonna elaborate.lol.cannot be elaborated

anyway As IS OVER FOR ME!!!;D;D
im like super happy!hahaha.yet.im scared tt all the free time will cos me to think of stuff tt should be left unremembered for now:/oh well.i noe i can get over it(:

went jp with my mum and tess today!;D;D super fun with tt retard tess and mum.HAHAHA.tess ane me kept making fun of mum too(:hahaha!and tt retard tess brought us in a whole circle when the exit was rite in front-.-lol!still say im wrong!hmp!haha.bought a dress spotted by me!hahaha.and this dam COOL nail thing.its like some block thing and u jus rub ur nails and it becomes.. SHINY!;D like those manicure thing seriously!ultra COOL!;D haha.ate yami yogurt too!;D and tess was obsessed with popular for some weird reason and mum was obsessed with food!LOL.

although some inner thoughts overwhelm me at times,but it isnt as bad as last time and i can feel myself getting stronger and moving.i hope tt the day when i can really let go will come soon.it'll be when i won feel anything anymore and when i can truly put aside those pictures and things and not feel sad and also when i won think about any of it anymore.i guess it takes time.but im glad for the ppl around me.other than my family who're always there for me theres still so many ppl out there tt i really feel happy to noe(: i mean like benny!which fren would do wat he did?he called me rite away after knowing everything and tt jus meant so so much!vitoria who replied me instantly and like ben msg me like everyday jus to ask hows my studying or how im feeling(:it really means so much(:angela who also replied instantly and advised me on stuff and everything!and the first thing she asked me when she met me was are u really ok?its jus dam sweet and touching!(: sj and elaine who were super sweet and nice too!;D catherine whos always so caring and stuff(: im so grateful to hav all of them around me(: of cos there're others out there jus tt i din confide in them or there was no reason to tell them.

aww..it seems so bad tt i speak of my frens but not of my all important family!haha.family will always always come first for me i guess(: im nothing without them who are truly a part of me!kim whos super sweet and nice and listening and everything u could ask for in a sister!i jus wanna hug her!;D she jus like my bestest fren!tess whos super retarded but sweet in her own way too!my mum whos understanding and jus wans the best for me.she let me go through everything becos she knew i needa learn and experience it myself.even though she so badly wanted to tell me no.shes jus the best mum(: dad who although can be distant and bad tempered does indeed care in ways.all these ppl jus make my life great!;D

frankly i don care who reads my blog and noe how i feel or watever.changing my blog by deleting it or something is jus ending my life rite here.but i noe theres a future for me and im not gonna let myself lie there on the ground.for me,im ready to embrace the truth and let myself heal and guide me out of this(:i really loved u lots and was willing to give u everything i hav and more.but u jus nvr saw it and felt less and less for me.im ready to accept tt.and i don feel much effect.and although this post seems like im affected badly or something but nope.im really REALLY ok and READY TO FACE THE WORLD!(: i jus sorta look forward to uni and everything(: although there is sadness in me but mostly its happiness

i love my life becos its better than so many ppls.im so fortunate.

god will find a way~when there seems to be no way~he works in ways u cannot see~he will find a way for u~(:so true and gives ppl hope in their lifes(:

its been real(:10:36 PM

i don mind my dead blog(: gd in its own way.hahaha
i don care who reads and noes wat i feel(:this time im not gonna end my life here.
freedom is here!in many ways(:haha

diarrhea in the mornings still:/and i eat less now.haha.no hunger.i guess tts a gd thing;Dcan jian fei.hahaha.oh well.im gonna think less and hav more fun!(:

its been real(:11:49 PM

;D1 more paper left only!;Dand then its the life of freedom!;DHAHA!
so so many millions of different groups of ppl to go out with!hope it will all happen!;Dhaha

even though its hard in some ways.and it hurt at first.i don sleep as well and my body reacts in its own way.but.overall.its gd(:my mind is strong.i realise im so much stronger than before;D and theres no real fall this time.its jus a slight stumble and its easy to get back up.i won permit myself to fall cos its jus not worth it(:

its been real(:1:31 PM

everything has concluded.and u noe wat?i see so much clearer now.and im dam happy!some good things jus come in disguises.but u noe wat?who gives a dam about such shity ppl.im grateful tt im gonna find a better someone someday;D definately sooner than some ppl.hahahaha.oh man.im really glad tt i've finally opened my eyes

u think i don understand u?i understand u more than u think.so much so tt i actually understand everything u did.HA!but tt doesnt mean ur not a shit ass.and becos i understand theres no more turning back this time and im really happy tt theres a conclusion to all my troubles.and im gonna be even even happier now.even though i understand i still cant believe such a shit ass exists

actually i jus wish tt u would read this.HAHA.i hope u regret everything.and feel hurt tt u hav no effect on me.u should feel even worse than ever becos ur jus a shit ass who cant even do his final act well.even more of a shit ass then before.no guts at all.so not like a guy!all the lies and broken promises im glad its gone and outa my life.i jus knew u din care anymore.jus so dumb of me to not carry out wat i knew was gonna happen a long long long time ago.theres no regrets except tt i din do it myself.but maybe becos i din do it im jus so much more of a better person eh?;Dhahaha.oh well.don think u've affected me in any way.cos nope!it so din;Dits so not like last time.and its jus two words The End(:like the poem in lit paper1,theres resolution!

its been real(:7:36 PM

i wanna noe rite now!
the distance grows to me.

its been real(:12:19 PM

i jus wan it to be over!gone with As!

i jus wanna mean something more.
don wanna be the common things
don wanna be less than surrounding things
i wish tt i don see the change
but the fact is its still there,those changes.

i try to deny it push it away
make it vanish
but then a slight push and it appears
yet again
and won go away

insecurtiy which claims to be nothing
i ask myself issit really?
i ask myself is there really nothing?
is there really no difference?
in the end the conclusion is the same

and i wonder if theres any resolution in these conclusions.
not much i guess
conclusions mean nothing

am i to assume tt everything is the same?
but everything seems to disagree
wheres care,love or any of their friends?

im jus something tt doesnt mean more anymore
jus those common things
jus those surrounding things
i see the change
and it won go away,those changes

obviously! im such a lousy poet although i tried to create some form of rhyme scheme,contrasts and like personification?but i think it failed badly.lol.oh well.meaning is there and tts wat matters to me(:

its been real(:6:42 PM

(:first time im typing a post for council!whoohoo!lol!

anyway.jus wanted to let all of u noe how much u all hav helped me and made me learn in the time i was in council.i guess i sorta nvr expected tt i will feel sad when its time for me to leave council.but like everyone else i felt very upset as i guess some of u would noe(:i've been wanting to thank u all for a very long time but nvr really had a chance so decided tt this would be a gd place!(:hope at least a few of u will read this(:

i guess many of u all will see me as anti-social and would probably be unhappy at the thought of working with me.i think many would feel tt i was nvr a part of u all and nvr made an effort to be.thinking back i regret not having been a better person and member. i think i tried my best in the end but jus when i was giving it my best i lost u all.tt time,i was really really upset.like i told mr s i feel like i hav taken u all for granted.and nvr really got to tell u all how much u all mean to me and the impact u hav all had on me.all of u helped me in a different way and im glad to hav known all of u special ppl!(:

heres a few things i shall mention first(:wanted to talk about each of u individually but i think it'll take a super long time.so i shall jus state a few(; i remember all those instances when u all were there for me and helped me when no one else did.i will forever be grateful to Jamie who showed her concern when i was really upset and who cared for us all so so much!i remember after ltc when she told me how she was proud of me during the camp.it really made me feel happy to be able to live up to council and when the exco gave the laminated shirt i felt so grateful tt u all still accepted me as one of u all even though i was alr out of council and was nvr truly an active member.and there was qing wei and ying chen who had to bare with all my weaknesses which made them upset at times and disappointed in many ways.i will forever be grateful for their understanding,caring-ness and help.and my other comm members,clarence who was always trying to help and who also gave constructive criticism,although it made me feel guilty and bad,the truth of it also helped me learn and made me perform better,chun leong who was always ready to help and yue'an who taught me wat it meant to be a gd assistant head.from her,i learnt to ask ppl if they needed help instead of waiting for them to ask.yida whos always cheerful,tried his best and showed his concern for everyone.

all of u taught me many things and was there for me in many ways(:even though i only mentioned cc and jamie,everyone else has oso impacted me in many ways(:i hope at the end i was much better and someone who has grown and is able to live up to all of u(:ALL THE BEST FOR As!(: <3
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from council blog to mine(: haha.As draws nearer!:/don even wanna think about it.lol.
time to really study!

JIA YOU PPL!;D
(:love u<3 thanks for being my teacher!;Dheh.somebody clever!!!;D

its been real(:5:55 PM

finally let out my bad moods(:although still troubled by some things but oh well.for now shall not let them bother me(:

hope i will pass everything else!;Dwishes and prays hard!*for luzhi,angela and everyone else too!

hope u'll always be mine(:

its been real(:2:04 PM

hai.fine..watever man.u come msg me whenever u feel like it.im not gonna keep irritating u anymore ok?jus carry on not caring and having nothing to say to make me feel better.not gonna keep wishing all those stuff.really watever..tts wat u wan anyway isnt it?fine.i don care anymore happy?

its been real(:12:24 AM

argh.ok.i admit im like quite touchy and weirdly depressed since like kinda a while alr.but its not like anyones making it better anyway.cant blame me.who can stop themselves from feeling how their body makes them feel?:/ah.watever.jus feel in a depressed/bad mood.

on a lighter note!tmrs my last paper!!;Dwhoohoo!at least i get to relax a bit before starting to study again(:sat nites swimming.oh well more like playing with water for me.lol.sun morns movie!;Dugly truth!going with my mum and kim(:yay!hope somebody will go out with me soon!:p

oh.and some other stuff i wanted to say since ages ago!lol.was jus thinking about many stuff and kim and my constant agreement tt guys shouldnt be too nice to girls:plol.nope its not watever ur thinking.yup.guys should be like gentlemanly and stuff but theres like this certain line i think they all shouldnt step over.reason?cos they'll send the wrong msg or make some girl they don like like them:/i jus feel tt there are many guys around who don see this.its like duh but somehow they jus don get it, wanna break ppls hearts or something.i dunno:/being nice and caring and all tt is gd.but u mus noe the line to not step over.caring as a fren is quite different from caring as something more.its like u shouldnt do something special for tt girl?maybe its different for others but i think on a general level most girls will fall for the guy whos ultra nice and caring to them.so i guess guys should not lend stuff like jackets around cos its like quite a personal thing?and only offer to help carry heavy stuff if the help is really really needed.sometimes its really quite unneccesary.lol.ah.i guess it differs from person to person.but the main point is u jus shouldnt be too nice and caring towards everyone in tt same manner.like if u treat the girl u like the same as ur normal girl frens won tt be jus weird and sorta wrong somewhere?or treating ur girlfren the same as u treat ur other girl frens its jus like somethings really really wrong there.and no.i don think the difference between treating someone closer to u is close or even similar to how u would treat a normal fren.the difference is jus so big.lol

ah.i guess all these apply to girls too.will jus feel so super disgusted with a ultra flirty and attention seeking girl.ewww!and most turn out to be bimbos or bitches.yuck!but the difference between girls and guys is tt most guys sort of encourage the girls behaviours?its like they're so ultra happy for the attention.its so ewww..lol.i guess part of the reason i like lz so much is cos hes not so much like those super ultraly superficial kinda guy who'll treat all those pretty girls like they're angels even though they're ultra bitchy and has this ultra huge ego.its jus disgusting!

ok.maybe im biased cos i totally don like ppl with huge egos whether guy or girl.but those huge ego ppl are jus gross.lol.and those superficial guys with huge ego even more yuck!they think they're so so handsome tt they can jus pick whichever pretty girl they wan:/eww..even if they wan i think nobody will wan.and sometimes they themselves hav no looks and can go around commenting on other girls looks.like look at urself man.i really think guys are more superficial than girls.the guys in many classes even categorisze girls.its jus so disgusting!they'll like rank girls from 1st to last.girls don ever do tt with the guys in the class pls!its so horrible!and lots of times tt guy himself has no looks at all.i'll jus feel like pushing a mirror in his face and ask him to look at himself before degrading ppl and commenting on how ugly they are.

lol.later some big ego guy feel insulted and wanna kill me.lol!oh well..im glad luzhi is nothing like tt;Dok.last thing.jia you for prelims!u this naughty guy better study!(:all the best to all!luzhi!kim,angela,val,sher,sj,vit...etc!(:

its been real(:11:11 PM

whoo..first time in a long long time~ah well..im like this emo-er these few days:/especially at nite!dunno eh.feel kinda no cared about in some ways):):weird!think its jus the non stop study thing getting to me:/and like a ultra no lifer!jus praying and wishing hard tt we'll all pass prelims!(:so jus jia you ppl!we'll all do well!!!

I REPEAT!WE'LL ALL DO WELL!!(repeats a zillion times)lol.

its been real(:4:58 PM

Today feel very sian! :/ Need study for prelims.... Not fun TTM! :( Very painful and sian~ Sigh....

Yay~ LZ coming over to my house later to study~ :D :D :D Hope can study~ LZ better study ah! DUN SLEEP LE! :(

Oh btw.... I need eat alot later! :D I AM GONNA BE A FAT FAT!~ :D

Cheers~

its been real(:11:56 AM

Today was literature~ OMG!!! I'm so gonna fail~ =( Sadded.... I need to work hard on the rest of the papers! CHIONG AH!!!

A few more days to end of prelims! A few more months to end of A lvls! YAY!~ Haha...

This post shall be short~ :D

Oh btw, LZ is crazy and idiotic~

its been real(:12:04 PM

and so its been a long long time.hahaha.yest went to watch some dvd thing with lz;Dhaha.10,000 BC quite interesting;Dand nice!:psome ppl nvr take care and sleep so little!!haiyo.naughty naught~:p

dreamt about some stuff earlier.and it reminded me of many things too.i guess i nvr tot i'll ever miss it but then in the end i still do.oh well life is long and we all hav to move forward rite?i think i've given up any hope i once had alr.so..it'll be time for my gmail soon;Dhaha.to the ppl who i've worked so long with(:haha

angela was in a bad/sad mood the past days:/don worry kay girl!i feel like i understand how she feels.feeling like jus wanting to get out of our dumb schl.been through it man.and really really felt tt way too.but ohwell.not like we hav a choice.so jus gotta keep going on(:its only a few more months ya!(:jia you!;D

ahh..a short post(:haha going to hav to work real hard to catch up with stuff.don wan to get retained:/so lets all jia you ppl!;Dheh.and lame kim mus study with me!;Dlater maybe we can go 'shopping'!:pheh!!

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

its been real(:12:21 PM

*disgusted face* such a screwed up wk man. jus disgusting!ok la.maybe it wasnt tt bad but jus feel tt over all its yuck!gps like ultra boring:/and my mood jus sucks on some days.like jus totally hav tt SIAN feeling or tt super HAI feeling:/lol.like today was sianed!ok la.but slightly better than expected..we were kinda dying at the end though:/luckily gerda let us off early if not i would hav fallen asleep there:/and luckily theres angela to accompany me the whole day.if not i'll jus die from the continous-stream-of-lessons-without-breaks:/glad she survived the long day with choir too!WHOO!WE'RE SURVIVORS!!!;DDhaha!

ahh..dunno wat im doing here when i should be sleeping.lol!!shall wait for my favourite guy:p HEH!;D aaahh..part of the sianess is like from not being able to meet?:/like only meet for 5 mins on some days which is jus pathetic!): makes my mood bad)): but always convince myself its not tt bad as compared to those in diff schls and stuff.at least we get to meet at least once everyday rite?;Dhaha.even though its for such a pathetic amount of time.oh well..should be happy with wat i hav;D but sometimes jus feel very upset about it): especially since like today, then cant meet the whole wkend le): jus feel so saded)):

YOG stuff tmr(: hope it won be boring!!if not i'll so regret not doing something else?lol!tmr mus finish up my chem prac stuff and probability tut!!sun shall be to finish the othello essay and STUDY chem!!;D hope i don end up slacking!!lol

loves always!<3

its been real(:11:57 PM

sian sian sian..

mugmugmug!!

im going to study like mad.finish p&c,finish alcohols and phenol, finish poetry and essay and start reading and understanding all those lit bks!AND MOST IMPORTANTLY STUDY FOR MATHS TEST!!:/

ok.i should stop sounding like a mugger and no life-r.lol.super sian this wk:/jus don feel in the mood for anything.hai.oh man.and i totally agree with lz about teachers la.some teachers don even care to consider students' feelings before opening their mouths.and they like don realise how wat they say can affect students:/

oh.well..and some stuff still not settled yet:/hai.jus so sian and everything to think about it.argh.dragged for dam long and everything la.hai.aahh..if i can go back to j1 like so many choices i'll change..miss tam and all the others!

hai.and im like in this sad mood like the whole wk?:/irritating.hai.but kinda noe y i feel the way i feel except i still think its nonsense..oh well..try not to think too much..try not to worry too much.cos ya..i think its nonsense la

this wkends mugging time!;Dlz going 'clean'grave tmr.better take care kay u!!;Dand remember to sleep more kay!!!cannot get sick!!!!
<3 loves

<33 love u always

jus noe tt u'll ask ad look:phahaha.ahh..don be bothered by me la.i think its jus my period making me think too much and like feel too much?hahahaha.

jus hav a bit of a distant kinda feeling and im jus scared to lose and scared tt less time will lead to other stuff..
oh well..like i said think its nonsense

its been real(:11:24 PM

sian): i haven done any work today.argh!!tmr better chiong le!!!today napfa in the morning:/sian-ed.they should jus put it during our pe time la!lol!then i can sleep moreeeee!!!!;DD

lz's away for camp): breaking camp tmr!;Dso im going sarimbun to 'fetch' him.lol!sarimbun again:/hahaha.feel like i keep stepping in there:plol!!

hmm..nothing much to update actually:/ohoh!remembered!haha
wed: went out with lz to celebrate his bdae;Dwacthed departures.quite funny but some parts quite sad.lol.eh then dinner and stoning.lol!many pics:p but should hav more of tt childish guy:phahaha
thurs: finally gave lz his present!;DDexcited la!;Dhahaha.

ok la.like nothing to say le:/lol.some quiz thing about getting to noe myself.lol

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(eh.i dont think the straightforward parts true la:/lol!i feel like im the total opposite of tt?haha!!)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(HEH;Dof cos)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.
(YUP!;D)

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
(duh??lol!!alr happened:p)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
(eh:/not really true?haha!but kinda true ba.except no!i don wan to start working NOW!:/and i don wan to live on my OWN!!!://)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(erm.i guess?lol!but i rather do a job i like than a boring one?)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(lol.guess so?but nono.i will definately go for wat i wan:p;Dalthough erm..wat i hav in mind is like very errr..dunno how to say:/lol)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(ya)):sadly quite true)):except!!i don try overly hard.tts jus dumb)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(wah!kinda agree with the heart and head thing.haha!the rest erm.dunno?.haha!)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

oh my and got this quiz thing tt says this: Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

argh.really true???:///)))):

its been real(:11:41 PM

lots of work to do): dunno wat im even doing here.argh!need to wake myself up!lol!START MUGGING!lol.

anyway.thanks lz for teaching me complex today!;Dthanks love!(:hmm..and thanks to angela for caring about me;Dthanks lots girl!;Djia you kay!!;Doh and same applies to lz;Dhaha.thanks love(: nothing much to blog about ba.haha.lots of work to do and i better get my butt into the pile of work like..NOW!lol.

argh.and when schl reopens its more work and tests://and most likely hav to go find P again.hes so busy la!lol!hope to quickly erm like settle it?:/like so long le still stuck there:/and like everytime i hear of activities in council will kind of miss it?council camp eh!!!!!jus noe tt it'll be fun!lol!ok maybe kind of torturous but still kinda fun.ok..i think im sounding kinda like a sadist?-.-lol!but seriously hope for it to be settled so i'll noe whether to think of myself as totally out or wat.haha

kay la.nothing much to blog le:/sher,grace,su jia and dunno who else.(lol!cos kim din tell me:plol!)coming over tmr;DDwoohoo!funfunfun~hahaha.bet i'll end up taking retarded pics with them.especially with tt crazy girl sj around sure to hav!haha!and tt childish sher:phaha!and ever ready with camera grace!haha!kay la.im being a bit crazy:/hmm..lz's bdae coming~~;DDstill haven tot of a place:/eh!!u!!mus help me!!:phaha.hmm..but CANT WAIT!!!im like itching to give him his present le!!!although dunno if its the erm rite thing to buy?haha!still..CANT WAIT!!;D

zhi!;D y do i seem more excited than u huh?:plol
bet u're getting real curious~~won tell u!lalala~;D

its been real(:7:17 PM